at night time , everything was just fine .
mother & father is laughing together , everyone is happy .
father joking with mother , mother laughing .
they're both happy , & i feel happy too .
but i don't know why suddenly something happened .
they both everytime talked about money will qurallel de .
& then later mother will want jump down from building all these .
& the thing is , i don't know why suddenly they talked about money again .
i felt so scared at that time you know ?
mother tried not to cry le , but she cannot tahan she cried out .
then they started to qurallel about money again .
then mother go call don't know who talk .
then cry cry cry , then say want jump down from building .
said want give back everything to father .
then i'm damn scared , i cried out .
& mother went to kitchen go toliet , then i stand outside wait .
suddenly she came out & go to wash hands .
then she tooked the knife in the kitchen , oh my .
father rushed to mother & snatched the knife .
& then he asked mother relax & cool down , don't like this .
then i don't know what to do at that time , just kept looking .
my heart was like giving a knife stab .
feel so painful , i don't want to lose my mother i love her .
in the world , if there's no her there's no me .
if she die , i'll die i won't want to survive .
i need my mother , i can't live without her .
& then at midnight 1.00am something she haven't sleep yet .
then i also don't want sleep , cause i scared later anything happen to her .
then she asked me go sleep , i don't want .
she said , if she want die she won't die infront of us .
she will die when nobody see her , then i said .
like this you asked me go sleep i where dare sleep ? i scared .
i scared you just go like this , i cannot live without you .
then i don't want sleep & then father don't know why come blame me .
then keep scold me cheebye kia cheebye kia , i forced myself not to cry .
i ren , ren ren till father asked my mother go sleep .
than my mother asked me go sleep , say he don't want see my face .
then i bo bian go into room , & i cried inside the room .
kept thinking what to do , heart hurts .
i really scared , i am so so scared .

morning woke up at 10.00am something .
^^ didn't go to school , because yesterday having some fever .
but today feel alot better le , then went to online .
chit chat with marcus , was quite fun though .
& then after that about afternoon 1.00pm something .
nicholas messaged me said he want meet me orh .
i was like o.o ?
mother let or not i also don't know leh , then nicholas meet me .
nicholas & junwei from school there walked to my house here .
then he called my phone and asked me where am i le .
i told him i at home , then my mother tooked my phone .
& my mother talked to nicholas .
my mother still asked nicholas come up to my house .
then nicholas & junwei really come up to my house leh .
lols , i damn fucking shy talk abit nia .
>< then somemore nicholas eat wrong medicent liao .
he keep act cute somemore still play play like small kid .
then awhile they go back le , i bo bian say byebye lor .
then erm online again , currently watching television with mother .
watching television & chit chatting online .
nothing much more liao , goodbye guys .

yesterday sleep so late with mummy watching my date with vampire .
fucking nice , watched liao don't dare sleep .
:x lols , but anyway i love that show uh .
then today morning 10.00am something then wake up .
wapiang eh , wasted my life for waking so late .
-.- nevermind , then went to online .
currently blogging & listening to songs .
these few days nothing much happened , so blog abit things uh .
nothing much to post le , bye .

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currenly studying in bedok south secondary school .
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repaint my whole house .
fly around the world .
laptop .
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